Isabel
Last night I felt the Holy Spirit place his finger on a very tender spot in my heart I didn’t even know was still there until he pointed right to it, and I heard him pose a question to me that I haven’t given him and answer on yet but I know I will need to say yes, I just for whatever reason froze and I’m feeling hesitation - even toward a God who’s never once failed me or given me a reason to doubt him - and my knee-jerk response alone is also making me doubt myself and feel overwhelmed by how much more work there is to do to really overcome this hurt that affected my entire belief system around trust and trusting again. But I want to be able to enjoy what the Lord has for me and I don’t want to resist him out of fear because he always knows better than I know anyway and his thoughts are higher than my thoughts. So please pray for courage and special faith to say yes to the Lord and surrender the outcomes and that God would continue to heal my nervous system and my capacity to trust.